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Fan Works Master List

Author's Note: This list consists of RPF (Real People Fiction), normal fan fiction, and fan art for both. If you do not like what I write or draw, don't comment about it. You can just press BACKSPACE and move on with your life.

Note: Several links will take you to AO3. If you are looking for the fics on this journal I recommend using the #fan fiction tag. If you are looking for fan art on this journal I recommend using the #fan art tag. FYI, some stories are not available on LJ and can only be found through AO3.


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Please excuse. This is an old post but it helps remind me what the fuck I was working on back then.

  • finish that Tron/Princess Bride fusion!
  • find a goddamn beta for post the Dean/Cas S1 AU
  • finish editing/posting the Dean/Cas S1 AU
  • a TRON/Avengers barista AU - THIS MAKES SENSE I SWEAR --> Kevin Flynn owns a coffee shop/arcade, Sam goes to CalTech and works part time at the shop, and Tron is a SHIELD agent done and even has a sequel where Tony Stark and SHIELD Agent Tron Bradley seek out Sam Witwicky and the Autobots
  • finish "Howl"
  • write Season of Poison
  • finish the NuTrek horse racing AU
  • steadfastly avoid writing actual canon NuTrek fic I SWEAR TO GOD DON'T DO IT
Waffling between "a thousand eyes staring back" and "promise me the stars" or some version of it for the actual title. Idk, maybe I'll just wait and see with where this fic ends up going. I'm already losing control of it so good thing I'm keeping this out of AO3 until the whole damn thing is finished. Already halfway through the fourth chapter, if you want to know how fucking fast this fic's spinning out of my head.

This is also where I really start dabbling into the altered story. Might go back to expand on this with the Tali chapter and get a lock on Shepard's psyche.

3. don"t sign anything on illiumCollapse )
And this is the second chapter. Third chapter is either halfway done or two-thirds done, depending on how I approach the Samara and Thane recruitment assignments and introduce the Collector Ship mission from hell. p.s. these are not actual chapter titles but they help me figure out what the hell's going on so.

2. adapting on the fly at haestromCollapse )
(oh I need a Mass Effect icon shit)

I find the prose more beautiful than anything else because everything is short and sweet and ridiculous. This whole thing is ridiculous. It's just "that encounter on Horizon with your former Alliance squadmate? what happens if they still end up joining you in your quest to zoom to the center of the Milky Way to blow the shit out of the Collectors?" because I haven't played Mass Effect 3 yet.

This is also a draft. So. And also endgame mshenko but not tagging that (yet).

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I'm sure there's an actual method to it but maybe I'll wait until Mass Effect 3 and then I'll make that determined effort to show off my two asian Shepards my precious space babies.

(I really should go through with my absolutely terrible plan to reopen my Crestwood file and drag Maxwell through the rest of that rain-soaked hell so that I can write things following the Inquisific timeline except I'm also rewriting the fucking thing a third time so)

This post is mostly to set up my ME tags because Bioware is hell and I tripped and fell into this terrible fic. The original terrible idea followed Kaidan post-ME3 with a Shepard romance that went south after Horizon and she hooked up with Garrus before rolling with the Control ending. That is just the setup. So is me repurposing an old terrible fic series to use as a terrible plot device to write a "what if". But I haven't played ME3 yet and will wait until I get all three DLCs so I changed the plot device and the "what if" moment and honestly, I think the story's better for it. It's still terrible but it's also better. Also terrible.

Because why.

The biggest selling point is the prose style shift. The best comparisons I can make are The Bookshop, that... unfortunately dean/cas barista/bookstore AU, and my ridiculous quite frankly amazing Tron/MCU(/Transformers) barista AU. So, nice quick minimalist style and a very clear attempt to still pack a helluva punch. It's nowhere near ready for debut so I'm posting chapters here while working my way through the events of ME2 and editing the aggressive hell out of them every day. I'm actually writing fic in class. I haven't done that in the six years since graduating from uni. If that doesn't say something about how I feel wrt this fic, Idk what will.

Nah, actually the biggest selling point is my spite. Started trashing the hell out of the mshenko fics I found on AO3 because they were mostly consistently terrible and I got bored terribly fast and got terribly bitter and thought, "I can write better porn than this." I'm so disappointed in these people and this tiny corner of fandom though tbf this ship didn't become an option until the third goddamn game.

And where do I fucking begin with the fandom? Apparently I chose the ship with a small obnoxious rude reputation because just my fucking luck. The saving grace is that I came in years later, though I think it's funny that I've seen that fucking shitfest on my dash when ME3 first showed up. I remember people being fucking pissed with the original ending(s) and I remember a long ass post arguing about bisexual!Kaidan and erasure and.... something or another. That was back when I was making terrible fandom mistakes so I don't like to think too much on that time and space. Still. How the fuck did I end up here? It's like making a full circle.

But I'm better than those fucks. I know better. That's why I rarely move outside my tiny corner of Fandom. The days of active enthusiastic participation in Fandom are behind me and I'm the better for it.

Anyway, I'll be posting a fic-in-progress in here soon enough. And now - tags. New ones, even. Not sure how much mileage I'll get out of one of them but my Cousland Queen in Space deserves it.

[see image below]

Still amazed I haven't forgotten the more important HTML tags.


Eventually I'll barf out some rambling post about representation and how good videogames have been ever since I started creating characters that look more like me. With the Bioware games it's actually ridiculously difficult to do but I managed and am now so deeply invested in these characters and the resulting narratives. It's funny because I've read a lot of judgments about some threads of the storyline and once upon a time I would've agreed with them, but that's White Feminism and I'm not white. Kerry Washington's interviews during the Django press tour and the movie itself really opened my eyes to what I wanted to read, draw, watch, play.


teal deer: I didn't sign up for this trainwreck and went bouncing from Mass Effect's fShep/Garrus to fShep/Kaidan to mShep/Kaidan to Star Wars and Finn/Poe and I'm still aggressively shipping the hell out of Dragon Age's Dorian/Trevelyan and I have never ever been good at managing involvement or even reading material in multiple fandoms and it's just a matter of time before I crash and burn but god, everything is so good to me and I just


Happy 2016, I guess. At least I started with this kind of post and not.... a RL one.

Y'know. It's weird looking back at some of my old shit and going "why the fuck did I ever ship this." White-only ships are rapidly losing any and all appeal; I will always love Kirk/McCoy but Kirk/Sulu's growing on me again and I found my old notes and outline for a Supernatural superheroish AU where I was utilizing everybody and making the three protags Dean, Risa, and Victor, and the notes actually didn't say anything but I knew I was setting up deancas I always was..... except now I look at these old notes and think, "Dean/Victor would be amazing here."

I look back and think, "Why was everything so white?"

I've come a long ass way since RBR let me tell you.


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the perpetual Sam/Tron machine
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